In our society, the act of self murder and self sadism (the hatred of self)……is celebrated daily by the uninformed masses. Most self sabotaging behavior today can be chalked up to a simmering subconscious hatred of self and the acting out of that self hatred. From a person who needs food in the morning drinking only toxic coffee to a person working a job they don’t like for 35 years…….it’s all based on the need to hate oneself, in order to fit into a society where you’re only celebrated, rewarded and promoted based on the level of inner self hate you can manufacture.
This is what I call “The Self Sabotage Passover” and that’s how you can proceed to kill yourself, so slave master doesn’t have to. In the biblical Passover, God was going around and killing the first born son in every household (your typical rated R psychopathic religious story) but if you killed a lamb and spread the blood over the top of your door, the murderous God would spare your family from the serial killing rampage. A great bedtime story for the kids.
In our society, the ruling invisible force beats down anyone who doesn’t want to be a slave, so the very weak and PTSD personality embraces everything necessary to beat themselves down, so slave master doesn’t have to. The obedient slave grabs the coffee, the booze, the junk food, the meds, the mind numbing screen time, the job they hate, the porn, the gossip, the materialism that leads to bankruptcy and everything else needed to stay a slave, as they metaphorically declare………..”don’t beat me down boss, I’m already HARD ON THE JOB of beating myself down. You don’t have to worry about me. I’m showing you that I’m a super slave, fully dedicated to my slavery. Carry on, nothign to see here. Go beat up Jim and Jane…….they’re healthy, wealthy and wise while I’m overweight, diseased and depressed. I know my station in life, you don’t have to worry about me!” And so slave master passes them by because keeping the slave dis empowered is the only job of the invisible tyrannical force that rules over our entire society. How much of your self sabotage is from self murder and self sadism, simply because you’re too afraid to rise up against slave master and become MORE? Something to think about.
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