You’ll always be depressed, empty and unmotivated when you leave the people you love every morning. Most leave the people they love and care about, to work a job they don’t really enjoy, in order to buy things they don’t really need. This cycle of despair ends with people getting high, watching TV, eating junk and getting drunk…..as actually the most exciting things they can expect to do during the week.

Can you imagine that the most exciting thing you’ll do in a week is to watch a light box hanging on a wall and consume a brain damaging alcoholic drink. This weekend I witnessed a 250lb man sitting in his living room alone, smoking a joint, drinking beer and talking to the characters on the TV, like they were able to hear him. He’s on leave from a job that no one would ever enjoy doing for a lifetime. In order to collect the free money from the government, for being broken, he must consume anti depressants…..which are only proven to break you more. This is a holocaust without walls, a voluntary holocaust where the people who believe they’re too smart to be fooled, are being fooled the hardest. Our society is in extreme trouble and only a select few will enjoy the next 50 years. (if they survive at all) I’ve almost broke out of this cycle of futility completely…..1 more year to go.