The Man I Strive To Be…….

There was a time when I was dark, a child in a man’s body. I did everything a child in a man’s body would do. I used my strength to intimidate and coerce. I used my charm to seduce and manipulate. I used the money a man has to control and dominate. I used my intelligence to gain unfair advantage over the weak and uninformed. I climbed the ladder, throwing off whom ever was in my way and ignoring anyone asking for a hand up. I used to drive a big fancy car, having a pocket full of money at the ready……searching for the next good time where I could self gratify and show everyone that it was my time to fully indulge in our hedonism gone wild system of total perversion. As the pain teacher came into my life for being so shallow, self serving, self destructive and self involved…….I encountered so much pain one day that I had to change. I had no choice. It was either change….or die. A different person has now come about, a better person, a wiser person. A man to occupy the man’s body.

I now stay around the house, knowing that my little girls (Jen and Sophia) feel safer when big bad Daddy (the cosmic protector) is around. My job as a man is to protect the innocent and defenseless at all times, my family first and foremost……but a protector’s role is never restricted to just his children or spouse. When I have time and when needed, I protect as many as I can….. with knowledge, action, leadership and positive role modelling. I dedicate myself to that mission, being sent here from somewhere else, to do the great tasks males are supposed to do. I work hard (using a combination of intelligence and long hours) to provide for my family. I traded in my brand new executive BMW for a pick up truck, so I can gain greater financial leeway for the protection of my tribe. I purchased a larger home, to make sure all family members could find family connection when needed. My stability helps others find shelter from the storm. I am proud to provide such safety and security for my extended family. I feel a great sense of pride as I leave the house for work, knowing there’s enough for everyone. I’m a male human being and this is my job inside the cycle of life. My family and my tribe are always warm, safe and cared for to the highest standards. I lead by example for my family. I eat organic. I REFUSE to participate in the cut, poison and burn medical system. I drink spring water only I don’t drink alcohol, smoke, do drugs, eat junk food or harm myself in anyway. I’m completely aware of how our ancient social engineers are constantly trying to throw us all down the evolutionary ladder. I work hard to always stay one step ahead of them. As a protector, this is what I was sent to do. Protect life from evil. Protect the light from the darkness.

I am vocal about the state of our society and what we need to change it for the better and when I walk into a room full of weaker men, who work inside the corrupt government, medical and science pyramid…….something eerie happens. It’s almost like the creator is looking at those timid men through my eyes and it’s the evil in those men that becomes paralyzed with fear. See me and evil go way back. I used to be evil’s best buddy and we used to run the streets together. I was corrupt to the core and many times evil itself used to be afraid of the darkness in me. So when I turned to the truth and the light, evil knew that the moral team just got one of the other side’s best players. I’m not the best man in the world by any stretch. Not the toughest and not the biggest……..but I’m becoming the man our society needs to push back the darkness. I thank the other brave men in the world who understand exactly what I’m talking about. Hey darkness, I’m coming for you. We all are…..

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