When I was a full fledged member of the North American death cult of lost souls, I used to exercise for the same reason lots of other people exercise today……..because I hated myself. I took steroids because I hated my natural body and I flogged myself in the fitness club, in order to force my body to bend to my will. I imagined my body as the enemy and I was intent on making it pay for the pain it had caused me, for not looking the way it needed to look, in order for me to get promoted up to the top of the satanic pyramid where all the money, girls and fun could be found. I could bench press over 400lbs but I couldn’t lift 1 pound of self love off the floor because my spirit and soul were weak.

As I was walking toward my guaranteed premature death…….in order to fit into an extremely dysfunctional, inverted, perverse, immoral, childish, self serving, shallow, hedonistic, infantile and unethical society……. I ran into so much pain one day that it literally stopped me in my tracks and made me take one massive breath. My soul said, “Have you finally had enough yet my friend?” and I said, “Yes, I can’t do this anymore. Can you please show me a different path to follow?“….so I tapped out of a life based on kicking the living shit out of myself and tried something different. I turned in my self hating membership card, turned my back on the poison and resigned from the North American death cult of self hate, self abuse and self attack. I traded my satanic dreams in for something that was more moral, more ethical and more in line with my inner humanity. I started to search for what I had lost long ago…..which was my self love, self respect and my personally sovereignty. At that point I realized I was both the prisoner and the prison guard within my own worst life. I pushed open the prison door and walked out into the most beautiful open field. That prison door was never locked. I was always free to leave at anytime. I just left my fear at the door and started accelerating into a very uncertain future. As I drove away, I watched my old death cult life fade in my rear view mirror. It was over. I had made it out but where was I going?

Now I make everything I do in a day about loving myself back to health. Nothing is more powerful than a healthy mind and healthy body. The power I feel on all levels is unimaginable and it’s obvious that all the poisons, all the propaganda and all the indoctrination is designed to keep ALL OF US away from this most powerful feeling. I no longer can bench press 400lbs of iron but I can lift 1000lbs of self love right over my head with one hand. Reject the poison that rains down from the corrupt ruling pyramid and feel your shackles fall to the ground. It’s your time. This November find out what they’re trying to keep you from. Come see me talk live in Cornwall, Ontario Canada on overcoming self sabotage and living your best life. One life. One time at bat. Swing for the fences. Power to the people.